Sometimes when we’re alone; we tend to think so much that we
start to drift away from this world. We start to dream and fantasize; whether
it’s something happy or sad, most of us will always have dreams.
Especially when it comes to love; what is love? When can we
find true love? What is true love? Will it last forever? Up till now; no one
really knows.
Love is like a dream to me; even though I’m attached to
someone I really love, I still feel like part of this is missing. It feels like
I will never achieve it, never feel it and never understand it. I may love
weddings; children; family, but I have never thought of being engaged to
someone. Maybe because I feel like I’m not good enough for my other half, maybe
because I want a perfect love no one could ever give me. The only love I have
is the love for me. Currently aged 17 and I still can’t love myself fully; is
this why I dream so much?
I always wished to have this guy who would do everything
single thing with me.
A guy that would let everyone know how much he loves me;
A guy that would let all the girls be jealous and make me
not jealous of other relationships;
A guy that would make me feel like the past doesn’t matter;
A guy that would always let me win in small arguments and
listen willingly to whatever I say;
A guy that can be as crazy as me doing all the embarrassing
things together and having fun;
A guy that would always date me out; giving me small
surprises; wanting to want me more;
A guy that would hug me and make me feeling secure;
A guy that would kiss me like it was our last kiss;
A guy that I would crave for and being naughty playing
around with each other;
A guy that would bring me to crazy places to have fun and
make me laugh till I cry so much;
A guy that would bring me to quiet places like the beach and
carry me everywhere so that my feet wouldn’t be so dirty;
A guy that will tickle me so much till I fall and that’s
when he would kiss me just like how movies are;
A guy that has the heart for anything and everything in this
world including me;
A guy that would say I love you every time he feels it.
Just a guy to give me perfect love; a guy that I can get
married with and continue our path of happiness; sorrow or anything that comes
into our way. To prove to me that
marriage does not make our lives worst but to continue our sweet romance we
had.
Am I asking too much? Is this just a dream? I just want a
perfect love. The perfect one for me; the one that would be by my side when I’m
happy; sad; in labour; in bed; and lastly when I die.
Maybe I’m just selfish you know? After all; I’m only 17 J
Yeah; my perfect love.
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