Have you ever had times where you ask yourself when you're ready for a relationship?
Whether you're ready to commit into one,
ready to give all your best just for that one.
I screwed up, I did it again.
I don't know why, I just keep pushing people away.
I put barriers around me when I get so aware of the surroundings.
I've to stop this shouldn't I?
I need to ask myself when I'm ready for all these, & I need to stop hurting the people around me.
I'm sorry I've hurt whoever that has tried to understand and helped me,
I just can't.
Time is all I need, I only need Family and Friends for the time being.
I swear to myself I shall never ever hurt anyone anymore.
It's really so tough, but I know it's tougher for you guys.
I'm sorry.
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And your time you have now really does count, learning to love and appreciate your family, even as you will one day continue that love to Your family you'll raise with in time. As for the hurt, maybe even you might feel a little it will wear out eventually with patience and that would go out to anyone i suppose.
I don't really get what you're saying with that level with English I'm so sorry Haha. but still thanks :)
Hi Ellyne,
Cheer up. :)
I often read your blog but don't know you, but you are a really nice person for not wanting to hurt anyone.
People will understand that it takes time for things to happen. Even healing wounds and all takes time.
The people who're waiting for you, I'm sure they know and will be more than willing to know.
Cheer up! :)
Hello, I'm so glad to be reading this after waking up. Thank you so much for your care and concern ^^
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