"He taught me how to love, but not how to stop"

"Breaking up is just like having the worst nightmare after having the best dream"

"True love is when you shed a tear and still want him"

"The times we were happy together are worth the times I cry alone"

"Real loss only occurs when you lose something you love more than yourself"

"It's amazing how someone can break your heart and you can still love them with all the little pieces"

"Wherever you are, you'll always be in my heart "

私は実際に私たちが一緒に別の機会を持っていただければ幸いです。私はどのように悪いあなたは私を扱う気にしない。私は気にしないどれだけ涙私はあなたと失った。私はただ、あなたと一緒にいたいのよ。そんなことが可能ですか？神。私にこれが再び希望を与えます。

i love you,and i miss you.

HELLO PEOPLE!

today school is okay.

after school ate swensens and ice cream with desiree.

went to daiso!

bought these!

bottle spray

small notebook.

SPRAY BOTTLE IS FANTASTIC! LOL

cos if my hair sudden messy or hot or wadever.

can just spray.

SO HAPPY!

that's why my hair so nice. cos spray water.

AHAHAHA.

then after that went ntuc desiree buy stuff.

dad gonna take back my lappy lerhs.

sobsob.

so yea. tmr or wad post will be with com.

BYEBYE.

till now. you're still my one and only darling.

do you still keep the 2 things i gave you?

i hope so. because i dont have anything from you.

and how i wished i really had something.

hello peeps!

i'm not gonna update today.

just to say. my specs drop while bathing.

the lens came out. AGAIN.

so i'm currently wearing contacts. and it's getting drier and drier

so blur! so yea. maybe taking out.

if can sleep, sleep

if cant then update.

may remove tagboard soon!

but dont worry, will still tag you guys! ^^

hello people! didnt wanna update today derhs.

but now it's 9 plus, my parents are watching news.

so got the time to update! ^^

sorry if the pic is big ontop. TEEHEE.

so yea. shall update about today first :D

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL. after holidays!

desiree didnt go to school. sadded lorhs.. LOL!

went school. everything was okay actually.

changed of timetable. wanted to change seats. etc etc~

so yea. actually nothing much -.-

yesterday was fun!

WENT TO NGEE ANN CITY?

got the takashimaya.

went to coach,longchamp,agnes b,burberry!

SO HAPPY LORHS

so nice. i love burberry wallets! ^^

so thats all.

tmr then update?

see first (:

UPDATE TMR. SORRY! ><

HELLO PEOPLE.

first of all. i'm currently using my lappy.

cos i asked dad for it. gotta return tmr night.

AWWWW ><

and yea. i got no time to update

cos its alr 10.35

so i try to update ALOT ALOT and yes seriously ALOT tmr

PICTURES OF WHAT I BOUGHT today, and some other days

bpp daiso. :D

bought this from regina. NICE? but short. ahah

JURONG POINT TODAY.

off cos. the toilet! :D

I LOVE THIS I LOVE THIS I LOVE THIS

baggy!! FINALLY I BOUGHT ONE FOR MYSELF. CHEAP! $10

PASAR MALAM LOL

the one i wore above. NICE! PLEASE SAY IT'S NICE!

ex! from HURS(?) 30 or 40 plus. but if buy two got discount!

so mum bought one more ;D

black belt to suit the dress from regina :D

13! john little

freaking awesome shoe.

CHEAP 19.90!

from BEGA. expensive! 40 plus!

AND YES FINALLY GOT THIS TOO ALSO.

WHITE! cheap. 3 for $15

2 other colours mum bought them :D

sorry for not update yesterday!

didnt even on the com yesterday. TEEHEE (nigahiga) LOL

so yesterday went to yew tee mac met shirleen qad, zi xuan gor and justin!

chat chat for long. then me and shirleen went to pasar malam walk walk.

I BOUGHT A BAG. BUAHAHAA HAPPY! ^^

walked abit more then went home.

decided to bring doggy out cos today she cut hair! :D

met zi xuan and justin plus friends at playground there.

bully mai dog ><

talk talk. then went home.

homed the whole day. thats it!

IT'S 10!

I WANNA WATCH MY ELLEN SHOW. LOL

LATER COME BACK ;D

ok! i'm back!

today's friday. i havent done most of my hw.

seriously die liao la!

plus today shirleen and justin coming my house!

grandma coming too!

HAPPY! ^^

but so not happy too.

MY HW LARHS!!

will update on monday if possible

MONDAY'S SCHOOL! YIPPEEEEEEE!

PICTURES ARE ALL BELOW!~ :D

hello people!

sorry didnt update yesterday.

yesterday was kinda fun day!

morning woke up. did my stuff as usual.

left aout 11.45 to lot 1. met regina buy things. ehe.

went to bpp. DAISO!!

was damn big and nice.

bought boxes. (:

cos wanna keep stuff.

bought 3

one is heart shape. one is white de. and other red one is bigger.

bought mac. (YUMYUM)

AND DESIREE! I SAW EDDY. LOL

in the bus opposite. so i never talk to him larhs.

msged him only. ehe~

went home and ate my mac.

tried the dress. SO NICE. but kinda short. lawl.

so now. i REALLY have no money :(

but i feel happy shopping alone ^^

packed my drawers and had a hard and long time putting into the boxes

cos i read everything that i kept. LOL

thats why so long then didnt have time update

HAHAHAHAHA!

so yea. thats all.

pictures of the boxes and dress will be uploaded by friday (:

today will be normal. so nth to update.

I HAVENT DONE MY HW!!

even desiree got do lerhs :(

chandler.

dinner at swensens. xiao yi early bday (:

free ice cream~

after playing bubble bathe. the basin below. LOLOL

the room is small

the door on the right is toilet.

bro drawing chloe

preparing bubble bath

swimming pool (from our hotel room view)

can see the casino building thingy? i love the design :D

all the stuff we bought with the tickets for arcade <3

CAN SEE? 273 AHAHA

SO MANY!

toilet is always so grand

VIVO

is this desiree past dog? LOL

ANOTHER ERIC! !!! <3

:D

this dog is the best!!!

the nest i told you all last time,

can see sth brown and big?

<3!!

hey peeps!

i got no time to update tdy ><

TMR OKAY!

BYEBYE

HELLO HELLO HELLO! didnt wanna update cos i'm just so tired! ><

ALL OVER DUED PICTURES WILL BE UPLOADED BY THURSDAY. SORRY!

FRIDAY

friday's kinda one of the best day so far in 2010 :D

morning everything was usual. went to find bro then play is itouch,

challenged each other playing nintendo wii - archery AHAHAA!

too bad. i won him so many times LOL. he only won once?!!?!

bathed,lunched. pack for hotel stay with xiao yi and chloe. ( i stated in the previous post)

went to ICA(?). followed bro there to collect his passport. played cooking mama 3.

SO FUN. :D

lucky didnt wait so long.

dad sent us to intercontinental hotel? at bugis.

met her at lobby.

chloe was so happy to see bro lol. always laugh for no big reason.

hotel was normal larhs. but to me it's always nice LOL

got one big bed only. toilet is way too good. LOL!

always look so princess type <3

so watched tv. talk talk etc. talk to chloe.

ate alot of snacks. I'M GETTING FAT IN THE TIGHS ALR WTF.

seriously, anyone wanna gain more weight, stay with my aunt. CONFIRM CAN DE! LOL.

dad decided to rest in the hotel while all of us go bugis BHG? i dono larhs.

i think so.

SAW THE BRAND LENEIGE!! DAMN HAPPY.

it's the brand for face moisturizer(sp) stuff. i think only available in those city area.

no wonder lot 1 don have -.-

so yea. went to the little arcade inside.

changed the money. DAMN FUN. how long did i play the arcade with my bro? ><

chloe and us play and play got 273 TOKENS AHAHAHAHAHAHAH

i got the picture lorhs! mad happpy ^^

so changed so many little tidbits. EAT AGAIN. :P

many candies and i chose oreo. so long no eat oreo XD

aunt bought pj for chloe.

bought mac. EAT AGAIN. LOL

but i just ate the ice cream. vanilla ftw :D

walked to hotel. thank god hotel's VERY near.

dad was sleeping. haha.

eat and eat and eat. plus aunt bought so many from cold storage.

YUM YUM!

she also bought a johnsons baby bathe? bubble bathe derhs.

for chloe. at first i thought wad only. in the end so nice~

but i didnt go in. only my legs. AHA.

chloe was crying cos the water VERY hot. seriously. it's not ._.

it's just warm. my tian larhs. she cry and cry. want cold water.

then added so much until the bubble coming up and up.

plus more bubbles. LOL.

but kinda fun larhs ;D

washed legs. chloe cleaned up.

went to swensens!!! EAT AGAIN! ><

met mum there lorhs.

i ordered the Chicken Baked Rice. fattening -.-

damn nice. chloe ate the omelette thingy. got the coupon for the salad.

SO BIG BOWL LORHS. okok larhs. not so bad.

the worst is. got chloe ice cream. plus xiao yi birthday free ice cream

and my mum tou tou ordered the oreo cookies ice cream cake.

WTF LORHS. I ATE EVERYTHING. LOL

the conversation between my mum and chloe during the choosing of cake:

Mum: Chloe, come here and see the cake. see which one nice.

Chloe: Huh? (distracted cos she wanted to take colour pencils thingy)

Mum: cannot see izzit? *carries chloe* Can see? choose one for your mummy.

*Chloe looks at all and says huh again*

Mum: you think which one your mummy like then u choose.

Chloe: i dono.... i go ask my mummy.

LOLOLOLOL!

and the more funny part.

continued.

Mum: NO. this one is surprise for her. her birthday wad. so you choose for her.

Chloe: SHHH! so that means cant tell her!

HAHAHAHAA.! cute lorhs! i was laughing madly. :P

dinner was done. i needed to loo~

so bro brought me and chloe to hotel lobby toilet first.

parents waited as they told the people to da bao the remaining 3 pieces of cake.

we waited long. so my bro took a paper and pencil draw chloe. LOL

and off cos. it's nice. even xiao yi got a shock. haha~

they said it took long because the person just put the dry ice beside the cake -.-

so they explained that the staff who packed the cake was new. so they cut away those that touched the dry ice.

plus they gave us coupons to apologise. LOL!

and it's alot. but you know why alot? cos expire this month ._.

but better than nothing larh. HAHA!

hotel-ed. watched tv.

eat the cracker stuff. EAT AGAIN!~

mum and xiao yi talk talk lorhs.

talk/play/eat till 10.

mum,dad and bro left.

prepared to sleep. changed to pj then everything larhs.

chloe wanted to play somemore.

so xiao yi told us a game. DAMN FUN AND FUNNY LOL.

shall explain it next time (:

SATURDAY

woke up at 9.40 plus. chloe and xiao yi woke up at 9.30

did my stuff and started packing.

breakfast was maggie. nice!

watched the channel 8 show. ballet derhs. repeated. :D

xia yi zhang and chandler and maid came!

CHANDLER SHY LARHS! kawaii only~

chandler played the bubble bath too.

he loved it so much. can jump and laugh also. LOL

checking out time lerhs.

chandler cried for so long cos he was forced out of the water.

sit outside the toilet door and cry ><

checked out.

went to commonwealth de hawker centre. da bao fish soup.

reached their house. was still full. so ate candy and carbonated ribena.(sp)

lunched. then chandler ate strawberry. he cut for me the leaf. so cute!

and he saw me laughing he laughed too. LOL

really got the sound of laughter! <3

fish soup was damn nice. ate ice cream. DAMN FULL!

went to xiao yi room.

played the game again. then i read the helen keller book.

so nice. time to nap!

napped awhile then dad called said going to fetch me lerhs.

slept awhile then homed.

reach home sleep awhile more then tuition.

tuition is interesting larhs. lol

but abit tired thats all.

SUNDAY

HAPPY FATHERS DAY!!!!

morning woke up as normal.

read 3 days of newspaper. so many things to catch up! LOL.

gave dad his present: pink collar shirt. for work derhs. he can wear :D

bathed early. lunched.

left to tp central de popular.

FINALLY BOUGHT MY STUFF!

STATIONERY SHOPPING. LOL

was quite long lorhs. bought famous amos!!

went grandma house after that. everyone reached at the same time.

xiao yi bought a strawberry shortcake to celebrate early birthday lol.

everyone was snatching for the famous amos. HAHA.

cake was very nice.

grandma cooked bur bur cha cha?

not so bad. was freaking full but i ate all ><

ate durian. *skip skip*

dinner time lerhs. so went to tp central again. ate soup restaurant.

long queue but we waited. so played the game again. LOL

waited lerhs then went in.

eat dinner finished.

alot of discussion where to bring chloe.

so decided come my house.

play nintendo wii lol

play for 45 mins then her dad came to fetch us.

packed all my stuff.

slept.

THE END!

got no time to update more lerhs.

i've been typing since 3.50 till now 4.23

LOL. so yea. update tmr.

BYEBYEBYEBYE.

hey peeps!

last night watched karate kid and it was damn fucking awesome!

i wanna watch agaain.!! no kidding.

so yea. today gonna go intercontinental hotel stay with chloe and xiao yi.

excited!.

so yea. will blog on monday kay?

BYEBYE

hello everyone!

saw that picture in google. LOL. cute and TRUE!

woke up late today :(

9.30. the weather is freakingly great! dad says its 23-28.

so i think the entire time i cover myself with blanket :D

plus last night slept late cos used ebuddy talk to desiree. LOL.

i'm still tired! or maybe lazy~

i'm buying 2 stuff from blogshop. HAAHA!

hope can get it soon. haven even made payment. LOL *bleah*

later maybe going lot 1 to meet desiree. YAY!!

but awhile only bahs. lol.

then buy fathers day gift go jurong point watch karate kid <3<3

and i still dono wad to wear. cos i intended to wear the white dress.

so long never wear. but i got AHEM! later white colour = FML.

but alr like no more liao. see later :D

nothing to update lerhs.

BYEBYE.

I HAVEN'T DONE MY HOMEWORK?!?!

this is so wrong -.-

i'm not like those people who always go out and no time do hw.

i'm those who stay at home and use the com no matter how shitty boring i am.

LOL!

when will i do it? :(

i'm not really here to update much because there's nth to update

just that yesterday used my time to cook lots of pancakes! ^^

then played wii. everything was normal.

i'm here to talk about some things.

cos i'm bored.(not really) LOL

oh btw. currently listening to Bu De Bu Ai. so nice (:

PEOPLE WHO SCOLD OTHER PEOPLE IN THEIR BLOG.

FIRST EXAMPLE : WUJI COME FIND US TALK LARHS. PCCB FK YOU KNN! etcetc.

i know a blog's for you to scold or comment about other people. yes its normal.

but the way they type. they think they pai kia. i find it so irritating please.

okay. maybe last year or sec 1 i got before. but now. i hate it so much.

and yes. i'm here criticizing people. but not like how the example is above. right?

it's okay to comment people. but dont act big. the person i'm saying, i know you got backup all those. but backups are nothing.

dont fight for no reason. dont always type this way. it's so FUCKING lame and irritating.

if there's anyone you're not happy about. just talk to that person. or just type in your blog with not so many vulgar.

maybe like how i'm saying you.

seriously, you're one of the few i really despise so much since primary school till now.

you may know who you are. and yes. i'm scolding you openly. better than you scolding so many vulgars everywhere.

no one is perfect. i know. so if you wanna say other people, i can say you. right?

i know i'm not wrong about this point. (:

and, after see-ing your blog. it disgust me alot. ALOT.

saying people stealing your guy? eh. who's the one who stole my guy when we were in primary school?

i know we were young. and u flirt and stuff cos of childishness. you may have forgot it. but i never did.

it's called revenge/karma.

and DONT scold people like " SO GOOD AT ACTING BIG GO BE ACTRESS LARHS!"

after reading that i felt like laughing, seriously. aren't you acting big too?

sometimes, wanna scold people. scold with nice sarcastic words rather that mouth full of shit.

last thing about you, my columns at the right. i put the people i really love and care.

and you come to me saying you wanna be one of them? its think skinned enough alr.

if people never ask you. means you're not welcomed to be in their list.

next, i put your name, your pics. now u dont even talk to me? u come to me now you go.

second thick skinned thing. so dumb, totally. no-sense. nonsense.lol.

SECOND EXAMPLE : " HE LOVE ME BEST" OR " I REALLY APPRECIATED WHAT HE HAS DONE FOR ME" ( under praising part) for scolding ppeople de i cant find/think of any yet.

see the english? its supposed to be " he loveS me best" and " i really appreciate what he has done for me". if there's a ED. it means you two break lerhs ._.

people reading this post now might be thinking.

you say other people. i also got post these types before.

but now its not. and my english is singlish. but i dont anyhow put S or anyhow take out S.

and the most funny part is when u see those bloggers scolding people with those english.

it's shows more of your edication than you scolding them.

i know i type alot of singlish. but i dont have those tense problems then sounds so wrong when you read them. LOL

THE END.

i'm not perfect. many people may hate the way i type in blogs too.

let them comment about me all they want.because we are humans. we complain and comment.

so i'm here commenting too! ^^

i didnt make it "kua zhang". means i make it sound worst. ( i forgot the sp of english word )

all those examples i read people blog and i take them. but i edit a lil. cos i dont wanna copy.

and see? my english also not good. i dono how to spell big words.

i know its dumb commenting people when i'm also a lil like them.

but in my point of view. i'm not as bad as them :O

i know sometimes i scold "knn" or "fucker". but i dont scold so much and act big.

correct? :/

if you all agree with me please say so in my tagboard. LOL!!!

so. no offence to those people i'm not scolding (:

and yea about the karma thing. i think it happened to me also.

shall talk about it next time.

CIAO.

OLA!

today's tuesday. so i'm gonna update for sunday and monday.

i look best in black and white photos! :D <3

did i update on saturday? :O

SUNDAY

woke up. breakfast outside as usual.

didnt have much appetite.

i forgot what i did larhs.

most of the time reading book or use phone lorhs.

only remember after lunch we went vivo LOL.

met bro then shop shop the whole day.

was damn tired. and my jeans so tight -.-

not cos i fat. cos my tummy big. push my jeans down. LAWL!

i same as my bro lerh lorhs :(

there's this place in vivo so awesome

i forgot the name of the cafe.

sell chocolate stuff. so me and mum shared the waffle thingy.

its damn nice and cute lorhs.

like there's so smaller version of science lab conical flask type

one is choc chip one is melted choc.

so your pour how much you want on it.

but. its bery heaty :(

and i didnt bring water. LOL

one more dumb thing. i wore the wrong shoe to shopping.

so the entire time i walk. my toes pain pain lorhs x.x

dinner was at safra jurong. the gps is noisy.

and the way they talk. i cant understand. so dumb.

homed.

MONDAY

woke up. breakfast was at home.

my nose was mad.

read newspapers and stuff.

changed then went hospital for the checkup thingy

appointment time was 10.45, so we reached at 10.30 lorhs

in the end wait until 11.45 _l_

so long. plus air con so cold i wear shorts and forgot bring jacket.

my nose crazy like hell.

well, its a government hospital. what can i do -.-

my turn lerhs then ask me questions stuff.

my nose have ALLERGIES! gawd. i'm like desiree now :(

my dad also have. so yea. HEREDITARY? D:

she gave me the med and the nose spray thingy,

homed. lunched. read book, watch youtube with phone.

KEVJUMBA FTW! :D

bathed. ate. went to dentist appointment.

*skip* ;P

reached home. did nth much lorhs.

dinner.tv-ed. tuition

tuition was awesome. i mean like. every question i didnt take so long to answer

like last time -.-

and YES. I LOVE CHEMISTRY. AAHAHAHAHA!

tuition over. played wii with maid. LOL

slept.

TADA! so happy i could remember wad i did yesterday ^^

TODAY

woke up eat breakfast then came home

did my chemistry!

parents left lerhs. they go hospital thingy

so i can on. muahaha!

nothing much to update lerhh~

bro's home. gonna go up? :D

i watchecd most of peterchao,mychonny,bubzbeauty/bubbiosity,happyslip and kevjumba videos

KINDA BORED ALR! LOLOLOL!

heard of nigahiga or sth.

so gonna see lorhs.

BYEBYE ^^

hello everyone! it's saturday!

but i still can on com. MUAHAHA.

cos parents go jurong point meet bro buy GPS?

so yea. faster chiong here bahs (:

everything's normal today. woke up ate breakfast.

played with doggy. then brought her out.

i regretted going out lorhs. the people cutting the grass

to me its normal. then i see my dog face alot grass -.-

ANGRY SHIT! D:

so faster go home.

went home. damn tired.

so i slept beside my dog for dono how long.

woke up then prepared to bathe her.

leg was damn tired.

bathed her then watched two videos of kevjumba! HEHE! <3

he's cute lorhs. not damn cute larhhs. cute ^^

lunched. read book. slept. tuition.

saturdays are ALWAYS boring for me ._.

and yeah. for now

my whole blog post only will have two font colours.

one is normal then the other would be like sth funny or anything i wanna highlight for people to see.

so yeah, like this one~

andddd! i forgot to tell you all

there's a nest at my house LOL!

its gone now -.-

its like a bee or sth. they made their HOUSE at the tree behind my house there

within a night. even more awesome than a snail. LOL wth am i talking :P

so yea. called the dono who. the people came to our house to remove it. (WHEN I WAS OUT FOR TUITION)

such a nice timing.

maid say they burnt it. hohoho!

erm. there's nothing much ler lorhs.

wanted to complain about stuff.

but i wanna go youtube and watch kevjumba!! LOL!

buaii~~~~~

ps.

will update on either tuesday or wednesday

cos monday dad will be home! ><

GOOD MORNING PEOPLE!

it's 10! but i didnt wake up at 10 worhs

i woke up at 9! ehe! happy (:

today's a great day,

- cos i realised the picture i saved in fb is small, so thats why when i post in blogger = small ._.

- woke up and go blogger, got new stuff! Layouts changed to Designs. MUST SEE!

- i'm gonna go youtube and watch HAPPYSLIP AND KEVJUMBA. MUST SEE!

so yea. i changed abit the designs of my blog all thanks to blogger ^^

and i dont need to find skins lerhs. MUAHAHA./

but, see my pic above? the big one? its on the left side. not in the middle.

SOMEONE HELP ME!

so yea, gonna hotel city then go watch ellen.

THEN YOUTUBE TIME! HAHA! :D

1) Finally found the time to upload my overdued camwhore pics in fb.

2) finally found the time to save all the pics so i can post in fb

3) WALAU. THE PICTURES FUCKING SMALL!

but, oh nvm at least i can post! nyahaha!

today is a damn tiring day, i dont know why. i always feel so tired!

woke up at 9.30 today. better than last 2 days ._.

so yea. TMR MUST WAKE UP AT 8.30. also dono why LOL!

woke up. as usal on com. wait till 10.30

watch ELLEN. love it so much larhs. ^^

watch lerhs then use com all the way. not really o.o

i wanted to go xin.msn.com to watch the episodes i missed for Your Hand In Mine.

wait so long to load. then i closed it.

PLUS. the video after a few minutes will lag.

so dumb -.-

so ragequit!!!!

12.30 slept till 2

SO NICE TO SLEEP LARHS!

ate lunch. tv was all boring

if i didnt sleep i would have better shows to watch. ><

so yeah. thats all for today!

i'm currently finding blogskins as its quite boring

BUT. all not nice. :(

so in the mean time i shall edit my photos and change the pic above :D

ANDANDAND!

SEE THIS? :D

me and my maid cooking pancakes! haha!!

its damn easy. becos we buy the thing and put water can liao

LOLOL!

and this pancake is the MOST CIRCLE PANCAKE I POURED ON!

we dont have the circle thing. we just anyhow

THIS ONE SO TYCO LORHS!

PROUD SHIT ^^

BYEBYE,