i have many crushes since i was primary 1.
some are just so dumb and funny cos everyone's acting.
some crushes led to a relationship but it ended without tears.
this time it's a huge crush, i wanna say love. but i know after awhile, i'll really forget you
and i will remember all the happy memories we had just for the 3 short months.
i will be laughing and thinking why didnt i move on?
you're the biggest crush i ever had. and it's really so strong.
i have wasted so much tears on you, did you?
i think you wouldnt, maybe you are. but i keep choosing that you wont.
cos i think you dont really bother.
i'm missing you so much and i'm always dreaming that both of us can be together again.
but i know i wouldnt accept you IF you really asked me.
i'm thinking of both sides. which really irritates me.
yesterday was the 23rd.
i was happy and strong, i didnt drop a single tear.
but today? my heart's feeling a little sour.
i dont know if i can cry, all i know is that i really want you to say
" no matter whether you promote or not, i'll love and stay with you forever"
but there's no forever, and this's just a crush. right? (:
i forgot to inform everyone that i had curly hair!
LOLOLOL.
i forgot when but i twisted my hair and tied it for 4 hours.
IT'S CURLY. AND NICEEEE
the picture cant show it clearly :(
and what's worst? it only lasted for 5 mins
someone commented in facebook that i had to do it for 8 hours.
OH-NO! ><
but hey! i was laughing and was so happy! i'm so gonna do it again.
FOR EIGHT FREAKING HOURS! :(
went to grandma house today.
kinda happy. listened to muttons cd.
eat and eat.
CHANDLER IS FREAKING CUTE NOW.
i dont have much time to talk about this.
cos i need off soon :(
many pics to upload BUT i cant on my lappy bluetooth.
awesome not? teehee.
tmr's post exam. bored ttm, and maybe tmr's the day to know if i'm dropping to na.
MUHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
DAD'S BIRTHDAY TMR! AND IF I DROP, THATS HIS BIRTHDAY PRESENT.
YAY (NOT)
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