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why is it that sometimes i think positively

and some other time. i take things too negatively.

and it can just make such a huge difference, like in the morning i think greatly.

at night i can think many many many fucking sad stuffs.

especially especially, when i'm thinking of him.

how crazy am i?

it's going to be 27th.

one month of my freedom of single-ness.

i'm kinda happy though. but after awhile. i think about how you just let go of everything.

fucking great thinking? my mind is always BONKERS.

i think about how we first hold hands when you were sending me home,

i think about how we first hugged and you were so addicted about it.

i think about the first time we went to watch movie and i will never forget how happy i was.

i think about the first time we kissed on our actual 2nd month

i think about what happened between us that things changed ALOT

i think about how u always apologised to me but nothing changes, but i trusted you.

i think about how i trusted you and knew we wouldnt break up.

i think about how everything was gone duringone night itself,

silly me? blinded by love?

or no. maybe i'm just pure dumb

to trust you.

cos ' if u really love someone, you would change just for that special someone"

true? not? now i understand

I'M NOT YOUR SPECIAL ONE.

why is that i lose friends so fucking easily.

and it's kinda dumb of me. TO TRUST THIS FRIEND.

so called i shall say : mentarddddddddddd.

he apologised, whatever shit. he said he wanted things to be normal again

continue being close friends, but it seems he's not talking to me again,

and okay. fine. looks like i'm DUMB ENOUGH to trust someone

and i feel kinda stupid. trusting people so easily

it's soo freaking hard to trust people now.

but anyway, i'm fine without you. i'm not gonna waste time on you anymore

and i really hope you would be reading this.

NOT?! YOU DONT EVEN BOTHER.

why, why, why, why

SO MANY WHYS!!!!!!

AHA! i'm not ending my post yet. LOL!

today school is FREAKING BOREEDDDDDDDDD

talk talk talk talk onlyyyyyyyyyyyy

we listen, oh not really. LOL!

see the videos or the penis and vagina LOL

gross larhs, but okay for me

as long as its not LIVE i'm alright hehe~~

then the oral sex thingy was dumb la LOL!

" oral sex is using the mouth to stimulate the private parts......... the liquid in the mouth would have disease....................."

LOL NOT?! and weekang asked what liquid HAHAHAHAHA!

and duh. most people would know the answerrrr (:

went to buy mac

HAPPY! :D

full full lerhs

currently listening to so many kesha songs

i want my lappy to dl all those songs larhs :(

LONG POST NOT? :D

money saving on da way!! <3