School is back.

All prepped up to sleep for tomorrow but here I am finally blogging! :) School started on Monday and it has been prettttyyyy stable I guess? Class starts at 8am tomorrow and I need to hibernate badly...

Been really happy with time management so far but suddenly stress starts coming in, however still really blessed to have the same few people around me ^^

Monday

Credits and thanks to Riduan for the Cotton On skirt. Even though he won't be reading but I iz happy I haz discount muahahaha.

Lesson was pretty boring on Monday but fun due to old and funny classmates.

Here's Zeeman, Candy and I. Dennis being the anti-camera guy (as usual) with checkered shirt on my right lolol. & some unknown girl :x

Tuesday

Finally decided to use old hair props because I suddenly had an idea on how to use it properly lolol. Hubz was shocked to see me in a head band and it made me realized how long I didn't spend time on my hair anymore hahaha.

My bobby pin failed.

Gonna be pretty busy for the next two days, till then ^^
E says byebye!

I have a thing.

School starts tomorrow... YAYYYY! okay I'm not that happy about the modules but I'm just happy that I'll have money and my body clock wouldn't be ruined. Oh and I get to eat, eat and eat.

I'm also as nerdy by packing my bag for tomorrow, which is actually just my laptop. I very kiasu lah ok.

Also, I started packing my table. This feels like when we're in primary or secondary and your mum asks you to pack and get ready for the first day of school. Or is it just me =x

and I'm feeling sooooooooo happy after packing now. 

I have a thing

for boxes, period.


I don't know since when it happened, but I just love LOVE having/keeping/buying/taking/stealing boxes. and I use them to sort and keep/place my stuff.

and and when I go to Daiso, THE BOX SECTIONS ARE THE BEST!!!! Someone tell me I'm not crazy.



Everyone has a thing too, right.......?

E says byebye!

Expectations.

Hi. So here's my current favourite photo of me looking and being happy. But I lost happiness.

My project has finally ended but I still don't have effects of accomplishment, maybe because I've been too tired since last night. I've been taking naps and snoozes for my entire Saturday.
Will definitely blog about it soon, but right now I'm thinking of expectations.



I used to have loads of expectations of many people but then I realized that high expectations = high disappointment. maybe that's why my results dropped O.O
right now, I always try my best to not set any or low ones, life's been good. (& so much happier)

But sometimes, some things feels like in-born. When you have an expectation like "When I grow up, I must have my own study room" or something. It's something or a dream since young that you won't want to change.... do you have those "expectations"?

To me, expectations are normally due to the people around you as you grow old. Our upbringing defines who we are, how we behave and what we want now and in the future. It's something like being judgmental due to your upbringing, no?

& sometimes, it just hurts so much when you meet someone so precious but makes you feel so evil at the same time. Due to "expectations", I lost happiness.



Does it ever happen to you? When you just feel like you're such a villain because of your upbringing. There's no one to blame, but only to blame yourself for meeting that one person. and how that one person affects the expectations that you have and believe in since young.

Sighpie I guess no one even understands really what I'm saying, neither do I LOL. But if you understand, share with me so I won't feel so lonely, please? :)